Forty days and forty nights of cold and silence. An externally imposed Lenten penance For sins imagined and real, Slights against your ego And daring to hope that you could feel A percent of what rages in my soul.
I still see you as an Angel, even if you believe you are Fallen.
When you sent me this via FB Messenger, I was stunned. Stunned by your beauty. I told you that it was the most beautiful, erotic thing I had seen and you didn’t believe me. I thought you the most exotic, erotic enigma Adela. I still think so.
There is much beyond our control: storms that buffet us and toss us as a little craft in the Great Sea. We are nigh on capsizing. And yet like Odysseus I will lash myself to the mast to never abandon you.
And then he said “what’s her number, because you really are awesome Joe.”
I do what I must again today, and let the winds carry her where they may. The storm tossed ship upon the sea Shall hopefully return someday to me.
You went into your semi-annual funk and Hate HG period in mid-October and came out of it in early November, 2018. I asked you to smile, trying to use a psychosomatic feedback loop to help you break out of your doldrums during that rough patch. It didn’t work but I kept trying to make you […]
I dreamt the beautiful dream. Lying there, you in my arms, cuddling sleeping. My chest against your back, arms encircling and protecting you. Your slow breath shifting your body in my arms. I kiss your neck and feel you smile, and hear it from the depths of your being. Then the alarm shatters, and I […]
Last night, I felt like a physicist discovering TOE. The Theory of Everything, the Holy Grail of physics. The true unifying explanation for everything in the Universe, from the subatomic particles to the greatest of galaxies. I had the flash of insight that led Archimedes to yell “Eureka”, that Newton had when struck by the […]