I woke up this morning full of hope. Hope that yesterday was not just a dream of a forgotten time. The chattering birds singing in the dawn poems written in the air as dawn streamed in. I longed to bring it to you as I did your morning coffee: hot, steamy, awakening your soul. As […]
My friend. My Muse. My drug. Feeder and breaker of my soul. The fire that warms and burns, Inspires and expires PAIN and pleasure disease and cure. Emptying and filling me chaos and creation Void and Light of our dynamic.
You’re witty and pretty, And I miss the playful banter. I miss talking with you for hours, joking and playing and slowly discovering how witty and wonderful you are Adela.
I wish I could share one more sunset with you. To hear you gasp at the beauty and the colours painted on the canvas of the sky. I wish I could share one more flower with you. To hear you sigh at the scent and the sight unfolding just for our pleasure. I wish I […]
Every one of these is a piece of my soul, a horcrux of positive feelings and creation. I slave, toil over them; polishing the emotions into a mirror of our warped reality. My rose coloured glasses skewing the view that your cloud of darkness creates, two contrasting filters observing the same events. Again and again […]
Loving an addict is torture. Feeling them struggle daily; watching their need overcome their better nature over and over and over, repeatedly choosing the Darkness to try and fill their Void. Their smile fading into memory as the façade cracks and peels, the foundation unsure and shifting before it all collapses. The lies to hide […]
I made you laugh. I made you smile. I made you question, and coffee, and cum. I made you think and feel. I made you my Muse and made poetry for you. I made love to you and made you breakfast in bed. I made myself better for you, made my sacrifices for you. I […]
A crack in the cloud cover, and a beam breaks through. Glorious light from above contrasting the cold dark world around me. A brief moment of beauty brightening the day, warming my soul and soothing my spirit. And then your smile is gone.
Adela, for most of our friendship there has been a consistent theme, one of the few things I ask from you. Not nudes 😉 I ask for you to smile. And like everything I do there are multiple reasons behind my request that we should unpack. First, you are absolutely at your most beautiful when […]
I’ve lost everything financially. my kids are insane brats. I’m stretched to the breaking point. And the woman I love is off being an attention whore, looking for a sugary thrill to fill her void for a second. NO. No. Flip it. I’m still alive, so I can still fight. I have my chance to […]