Author: headgeek

Chest rattling Struggling Fighting for breath As I think of you.

If I could turn back time, I would roll the calendar back a year Before I screwed it all up. I would listen more, Care more, Give more And maybe I’d still have you Here, in my life.

You have the power over me. The ability to take me to Heaven, Or to cast me down into Hell. To deify or destroy, To harm or to heal My soul With a Word.

I made you laugh Then feel Then think. And that was the problem, We went too deep When all you wanted Was a distraction Instead of a solution.

Someday I hope You dance across my path again, for I adore You beyond words.

You will cross all the lines If you have no moral compass.

I lie here Unable to sleep Unable to cry Empty

I have embraced Order, Will and Discipline To walk with purpose. You seek Newness Distractive Chaos Stimulation and pleasure With disregard for impact. Together, we Balance.

I love you enough to not fight; to sit quietly and watch while you do what you are going to do. And wait patiently for the woman I love to return.