Author: headgeek

You said you should be everything to someone. Yet when you were indeed my everything, I was to you barely nothing. And so I am undone.

What is right and what feels good Are distinctly different and at odds With each other, opposing Forces tearing apart our souls And pulling us along paths Where we will never cross again.

When the world beats you down, Dropping you to your knees. Rise.  And fight again. When you have lost everything You built your world upon. Rise.  And fight again. When you’ve lost love, and pain Clouds your mind and vision. Rise.  And fight again. As the Darkness creeps and closes in, Remember who you are, […]

God gave us the rainbow as a promise. After the Flood He painted the sky, sealing a new covenant to love. You are my reverse rainbow: You promised love and then came the storm, destruction of all I had known or believed.

You suffer from Approval Addiction A need for external validation. While my drive is internal The only need to fulfil Is constant evolution.

You wanted narcissistic supply To feed your hunger and addiction. Instead I gave you love. And it was not enough.

I don’t want to write sad lines, Poems of my soul dripping Out of the wounds. I want to sing your praises As I once did, when your beauty Resonated and made my sky Shine like a thousand angels. But you are gone, and have cut me out and so I bleed on the page.

Our Shadow either engulfs or empowers us, And you have fallen into the darkness. Seduced by the promises of desires fulfilled Heedless of the loves or dreams it’s killed.

I was angry with my friend. I told her so.  It did not end. It only made her anger bright And flame on, into the night For I was angry with her lies No longer hidden behind green eyes Every day more plain to see. Who did she lie to most: her or me? Now […]

If I could forget everything, Remove all the agony And never remember the pain But lost the joy I would not. For though I die daily, I loved and love you And lived when I did.