I always enjoyed starting my day with giving you coffee. Whether it was a gif or a vignette that I wrote, having the first thing you saw to start your day be something from me, a small expression of affection to set the tone for you was something I enjoyed doing. For me Adela it […]
I believe in the power of the heart. I believe that the pure and true will always overcome lies and deceit. I believe in the power of love, bright enough to light the lamp of procreation and reflect across the world to act as a beacon for those in need or pain. I believe in […]
I bent my body to my will, Reshaping it through sacrifice and desire. I changed the curve of my destiny Sweating and toiling through the fire. All that I have, I have earned Through sacrifice to my beliefs And the most important thing I learned Is that the substance lies beneath The surface that others […]
I fell for your beauty, But mainly for that inside: Your wit, your passion. When you told me you were a bitch I couldn’t believe it. When you told me you were a narcissist I wouldn’t believe it. Now, I don’t know what to believe.
I still ache, believing I will wake up To a message from her. My mind knows it isn’t happening But my heart still dreams Even as I wake in the dark.
Our friendship is like the tide, Ebbing and flowing in a natural rhythm. At times it is high, and the water rushes in and nurtures the pockets and pools of life. Other times you withdraw, Drying out my soul Leaving me parched And in need of you. But in a cycle as old as the […]
Watching your friend in pain is the worst. The smile that lit your world slowly fading, The laughter forgotten and memories pale As their skin has become, Thin and stretched. The bad choices, the desperation and anger As they lash out against those they love and the Universe For cursing them, and they in turn […]
Flittering from flower to flower Barely touching, taking nectar And floating off again The butterfly rests not Cares not Loves not. A glimpse of beauty as it passes But nothing more, no impact Little change Until the wings of the butterfly Create a hurricane a world away
My favourite memory of you was April 2017. We had spent a bunch of time sending messages back and forth and out of the blue you said “I am lying here with a big goofy smile on my face and I don’t know why.” I told you I did. But I didn’t tell you why.
This is still my favourite pic of you. You are smiling with your eyes and happy.